When you’re young, everything feels infinite and wonderful; there are butterflies flying around outside, you can be a princess or a dinosaur, and the sun is shining all the time. There is no time to worry or be sad, unless we don’t get ice cream when we REALLY want ice cream (or was that just me?).
We never thought about sickness, until we or someone we know is suddenly battling with it. We never thought about death, until we saw our first relative or family friend die. We never think about life fully when we’re young, because there is no need for us to. I think that preserving innocence is one of the most beautiful things in the world, because after it’s gone, it’s gone.
But, now that I’m all grown up, I’ve witnessed a decent amount of things. Some of them have been absolutely beautiful, like seeing and feeling love and embracing nature for it’s true beauty. But, some of them have been the hardest things in the entire world, like witnessing all the sickness and death of my loved ones. That’s life. It isn’t meant to be easy for anyone, and we all go through things, both good and bad.
So, this last week has been a total roller coaster..
I had mentioned in one of my last posts that my Grandpa was put on life support and was fighting for his life. I didn’t get into detail because I didn’t feel it necessary. After over a week battling, I am very saddened to say that last night, around 7 PM, we lost him. He had finally let go. Through all his suffering, he has finally found peace and this makes the pain a little bit easier to cope with for my family and myself.
Death is never easy. It isn’t like once you see a few, you’re able to brush it off like it’s nothing. Each individual death drills a hole through the heart. This one was especially difficult.
We all love my Grandpa so much, and he we always be in our hearts. It’s good to know that he is reunited with my Grandma once again. RIP Grandpa Arias.
But, through all the sadness and disaster, there has also been some good.
On Saturday, my Family and I all went to a wedding for my cousin Shaun. Of course, things were very stressful given the condition of my Grandpa. But, we all still were together to witness love and life.
It was a very nice wedding and I had way too much food (as usual). And in true Emily fashion, I dropped my vodka and orange juice all over the dance floor, shattering my glass.
One of my favorite highlights of the night was the photo booth. I am a sucker for them and of course me and Tom took complete advantage.
So, through everything, we made the best of the wedding and continued to think about my Grandpa, as did the rest of the family.
In all of the tragedy, I’m blessed to know that there will also be a new life coming into our family in May! My brother Tim and his girlfriend Ashley are expecting a beautiful baby girl and my family and I couldn’t be more excited.
She will be very spoiled, and you can expect to see a whole lot of her when she arrives in the spring.
Until next time,